I cannot begin to understand what you are going through. You are both in my thoughts and I will be thinking of you both on Thursday. I didn't know Louise but I know you and have worked with you for many years so I know Louise must have been a wonderful person. My heart goes out to you and the family at this very sad time. It's always worse for the ones that are left behind. All we can do is remember the great times we have shared and know that the loss of that person touched our hearts and will remain there for a lifetime. A sad day but Louise will be remembered by everyone in their own special way. Love and thoughts to you Jason at this sad time Venetia xxx